Gabriel by Lamb

i can fly

but I want his wings

i can shine even in the darkness

but I crave the light that he brings

revel in the songs that he sings

my angel gabriel

i can love

but I need his heart

i am strong even on my own

but from him I never want to part

he's been there since the very start

my angel gabriel

my angel gabriel

bless the day he came to be

angel's wings carried him to me

heavenly

i can flybut I want his wings

i can shine even in the darkness

but I crave the light that he brings

revel in the songs that he sings

my angel gabriel

my angel gabriel

my angel gabriel

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Lemme see...what's happened so far....Oh yes! The Kent EXCLUSIVE INVITES ONLY PART-AY was fantabulous! Although I didn't had my much deserved share of drinks, I did by far have a great time (except for that one particularly embarassing moment where I tripped and...if it were not for my perfect sense of reflex and balance,chewah, I would've made an idiot of myself by falling over and rolling on the floor exposing my undies to the already half drunk-half horny men standing by). Anyways, as usual, we were on a picture-taking frenzy. Camera whores...what do expect? So there we were...and me in my skimpy dress, frolicking around and being as graceful and less greedy looking (eye balls kept eyeing the drinks bar), we decided to find a good spot to rest our bum bums as it was FREEZING cold in that damn place. I bet if I were to have a flu, it would've frozen in its place. That's how cold it was. Welcome to the ICE AGE, bastards! That's how I felt I was welcomed. But other than that, the event was not that bad. I mean, hey, how bad can it be when there's like, free flow all night long.

Didn't drink much coz was worried about road blocks on the way home. I'm not exactly flushed in my purse department, so I had to make sure to steer clear of roadblocks and other vices which requires bribery and corruption. If only I could turn back the hands of time and get Aaron to drive me down to the party instead. Oh, what a splendid party it could've been! Oh, did I mention that not only can you enjoy free booze, you can also indulge yourself with talking to strangers in toilets and other strange places. I made friends with a girl (I'm sure she's not gay) who was soooo chatty and we hit it off. Problem is, I can't seem to recall her name. Blah! Watever lah.

Anyways, today I'm in JB...my sis and I drove here last night. I'm still awake from last night's road trip. The road was sooooo dark, you could stick your middle finger at the person next to you in the car, and she wouldn't notice a thing! hahaha! Tired now. Gotta get some sleep. Tomorrow's another adventure for me. Ta Ta!

Christmas Shopping

Have you done your Christmas Shopping List? I'm in the middle of doing so. Ah! I'm so excited! Not bcoz next month's christmas....it's the shopping I'm so excited about! I love! I love! I love! THIS TIME I'M GONNA GET THAT PAIR OF MISSY-E ADIDAS SHOES. I DON'T FUCKING CARE IF I HAVE TO BLEED THROUGH MY NOSE TO GET IT, I MUST HAVE IT! I MUST! I MUST! AND also the missy-e jersey in white and gold....ooh lala.

I say "Ooh la la la la la..." I say "Ooh la la la la..." -Goldfrapp- (the coolest so far!)

Anyways, no sign of bloody ribeye steak. Still craving but too lazy to drive all the way to bangsar or anywhere that is more than 1km away from my house. If only someone can tapau for me....*hint* *hint*.

Today brought my pup to the park. Lots of dogs there too but mine is the cutest! Go me!

Stupid kids flocking around my dog calling him "Woo Woo". It's BANDIT! HIS FREAKIN' NAME IS BANDIT! Or at least give him a little bit of credit lah...at least call him "Puppy" or "Doggy" or "Cutest dog I've ever seen in my entire childhood, wah so cute, waaaahhhhhh.....sooooooo cute.....Mommy I want a dog EXACTLY like this one but there isn't any. This is the only surviving ADORABLE dog in the whole world and I'm reeked with envy and I shall go home and beat the shit outta my parents coz they didn't think of getting this dog in the first place!!I shall teach them a lesson and not eat my vegetables for the whole month!".

Nice weather today. Woke up at 3pm. Cleaned dog's poo poo in his cage. Went to the park. Ate chicken rice (yum), watched a lil bit of tv, didn't prance around in green top and didn't play game.

GOD I NEED A LIFE THAT IS LESS ORDINARY. I WANT IT TO BE ORGASMIC.

I hate pain

Headache. My eyes feel as though they're gonna explode. My head is heavy. My stomache empty. My mouth is dry. Throat hurts. Lips all cracky and shit. and speaking about shit.....i had a good shit....and that was one helluva dump!


My point is.....

I HATE HANGOVERS!!!!!

Still wondering wat could've caused my hangover (duh, i knw u'll get a hangover after consuming alcohol)...cz i RARELY experience hangover this bad...especially when it was only beer I consumed last night.

Okay... I'm back. After much thought, I realized I only had 1 meal for the whole day yesterday which was --->dinner. And I didn't drink much water too. So THAT's why I feel so shitty today. Anyways, went out with Seb and Abel last night to the Terrace Bar @ Zouk. Met up with Jay Jay, Zila, Shon, and a hell lot of ppl (can hardly remember who was there and who wasn't...can't even remember what we were talking about last night....all I remember was all the laughter and me crying, and more laughter and beer). Oh...Steph n Jay dropped by for a while. It was so crowded last night because of DJ Digweed (Dick + Weed....good combination). We didn't go in Zouk though...just hanging out drinking beer. Later on that night, we ended up in Liquid. Can vaguely remember what made us go there...but we ended up there. And drank some more. I love Liquid be it a gay club or not...it makes you feel so welcome and so comfortable.

I can't believe I'd be saying this but, yeah, I HATE BEER! For now.....

*Too lazy to watch my grammar, composition, spelling, and all that shit. AH! the pain! THE PAIN!

Happy Halloween

I would like to wish everyone a very Happy Halloween, Happy Deepavali, and Selamat Hari Raya. Isn't it great being a Malaysian? I love holidays! Makes me feel queesy and happy and restless. Don't you feel it too? Anyways, here's a recap of what I ws up to last Saturday (29th Oct 05)...Zouk was having a halloween party called "Disco Blood Bath". It was great but not as fun as last year's (I think it's because it's fasting month). But still...as long as you're allowed to dress up as ANYTHING you want....what more can you ask for? Lemme see...I woke up early that Saturday morning (thanks to Brendon who smsed at 9 something in the MORNING!). Oh, by the way...I managed to fix my handphone...that's one of the reasons why i'm happy too. Woke up, went to eat something with Aaron and Jill. We went to Sungei Wang after that to get some stuff to wear for the party. Well...here's the story...I ws supposed to dress up as the Chinese version of Madame Butterfly/Porcelain Doll sorta look...turned out I couldnt fit into my cheongsam...so it ws time for plan B: Just go as a Porcelain Doll with a corset and raggedy skirt and torn panty stocking.

As I ws putting on my make up, I over-did my eyeshadow...so time for plan C: Just go as a Vampire...again. Whn we got to Zouk, Brendon, Byron, Aaron, Jessie, Giles and Damien were there already n we were looking for our table (coz we made reservations)...found out there were this couple sitting at our table and they hid the reservation name under an ashtray. Hah! Losers! Our first Black Label bottle finished within half an hour. We ended up having 5 bottles. Jill, Ade, Abel and Steph came a bit later. Steph and Abel ddressed as Yin and Yang....but I think Steph looked more like a Guardian Angel and Abel looked like a Gothic Pimp. hehe. We all had fun. Nothing really STUPID happened.

By the way, check Stephanie out in the Andrews Models website...cool pix and while you're at it, check out this model by the name Vlada. haha.

The Dream

It's 9am! Yes, it is! I need to wake up early coz I need the car from mom for an interview. Quite nervous actually. Anyways, I just need to share my dreams here...before I forget all about it.

Last night I dreamt I had (jeng, jeng, jeng) SEX with a friend of mine (I won't mention names here because...just BECAUSE). It is a guy lah of course in case any of you get the wrong idea. I won't go into the exact details but I'll have to say in my dream, he was like..a SEX-GOD! But the weird thing is I have to suck on his toe to turn him on and his voice was quite feminine.

Okay, pervs...that's all. Not revealing more than that

Ricky Martin

I don't know but for some reasons I've come to obsess about Ricky Martin. Maybe it's because of his height, maybe it's his long legs, or maybe it's his nicely toned body. OR maybe it's his facial hair. It doesnt matter how lame some of his songs could be, there's no denying how sexy he is. He is the metrosexual man. He sways his hips like a woman but in every way he is a MAN. Just like how John Travolta was in Grease. That's what I call a hot-sexy-you cant say no to-man. They never make men like that anymore. Even if there is any other, they're either married, gay, or attached to some girl who does not deserve them. haha!

Bandit the Dog

Bandit is a 3 month old male Shih Tzu and he loves chaos. He leaves behind destruction and mayhem wherever he goes. Yeah, I'm talking about my new pup. Feisty little creature yet is candy for the eyes. He manipulates you in every way possible just to get what he wants. Lucky for him he's a cute lil fella...or else, total annihilation! Now after much scolding, he's finally learned the rules of house-breaking. He is my little bundle of joy and my little monster. He truly is a Bandit! If I had a choice, I'd get a bigger dog like say, a labrador. But for now a shih tzu will be just fine. The joys of having a pet that loves you back is wonderful. He just knows when to melt your heart especially when you've had a hard day. I love him to bits!